Hey, Angélica! Thank you for reading and for taking the time to write this answer. I'm sorry to hear about your mom - I hope things are better for you now.
I think it's kinda late for that now; it's been almost a year since we last talked (chances are she won't even respond). Plus, to be completely honest, I'm not sure I want to be the one who communicates with her, after walking out of my life at such a difficult time. Maybe her deleting me from her social media account sends a message - she wants nothing to do with me anymore.